13mummy· Halloween AA Member
This rut your feel, I was there last year. My Mom who was my biggest supporter & best friend passed away. I lost a huge peice of me when she died. I didn't build one thing, and I almost didn't put anything out, if she wasn't here to enjoy it. But after a couple of weeks went by in October I had to put everything out. I'm glad I did, it made me feel a lot better. This year is tough too, I'm on maternity leave and my husband lost his job. We don't have very much money, and I want to buy everything, but I can't. I'm still trying to make the best of it by building my props. It is keeping me sane, and I can't wait till October. Don't worry it will get better.