well, it looks like I will have to cancel the halloween camping trip this week end, today went to the doc and I have pneumonia, plus it is supposed to be rainy and cold. so I should do the responsible thing and cancel, although I am screaming "NO!" inside, I plan these weekend all year, I don't have a big home haunt so this is my time! I do have one more, but I still want both of them! this sucks so bad, but I actually am so run down and whipped I can't get the energy to be anything but depressed, tiredly depressed. Had a few more final touchs to nail down, but haven't the energy to get to them, so I guess I need to just give into not going.