11-19-2013, 06:00 AM
I have probably said bad things about xmas. I would not be surprised at all.
I decorate for it though. Begrudgingly so, but I do it.
Sometimes when there is a roaring fire in the fireplace, xmas lights on, good smells in the air, Dean Martin crooning away on the speakers, it's snowing out, and I'm drunk... I get a little festive. :D
Other times, if I can focus on trying to remember the magic the holiday had when I was a kid, remember my grandmother, remember being a happy family,...